Label: Feelings.

I'd rather be single than waste my time on somebody who's not gonna take me seriously. I'd rather watch other couples be happy than be in a relationship where I'm gonna be miserable. I'd rather feel lonely than feel alone even when I'm with somebody. I'd rather wait until someone comes along & genuinely wants to be with me, than rush into something with someone who just wanna play games with me.

Fuck all that nonsense. Too many people just wanna 'have fun' nowadays, which is fine cause at our age, I don't blame you, it's normal. But don't do it at my expense & hurt me while you're at it.

Label: Feelings.

At this point, she's given up on relationships. Maybe not forever, but for awhile. She's been trying to find love for so long, but what she actually found was she wasn't ready for love and she doesn't know when she will be ready again. It's not that she's scared of commitment, she's just scared of wasting more time being loyal to someone who isn't worth it. It's not that she's afraid of trust, she's just afraid of investing herself in someone who can't be honest with her. It's not that she's frightened of attachment, she's just frightened of getting so close to someone that she won't be able to leave if she needs to. While she's been hurt by a lot of people, she knows it's also her fault for not being able to be alone, it's her fault for catching feelings so easily, and it's her fault for not properly giving herself time to process everything she's been thru. She just figured it's time to give her heart a break. She would rather be single and lonely than to be miserable with someone who's supposed to make her happy. She would rather wait until something real comes along than to get back with someone who always makes her feel like something's wrong with her. She would rather find herself in the meantime than to find herself in another mistake. So if you're a guy who wants to be with her right now, sorry but she's closed off. She'd rather be heartless than heartbroken.

Label: Feelings.

Questions. Yes, your mind is full of questions right now. "Am I not good enough?" "Am I ugly?" "What's wrong with me?" These are just some of the things bothering you right now. You wanted to talk to the person. You wanted to know why. 
Don't ask for a closure. Don't ask for him to be back in your life. He is just one of those guys who doesn't have the balls to pursue you. Those guys who are just good with sweet words but not in actions. 
You certainly deserve better. You deserve a better treatment. You deserve to be with someone who will not just flirt, but really gives you importance. 
It hurts,but it's just temporary. You'll get over it pretty real soon! 

Label: Feelings.